I have been surrounded by death more than usual the last couple of years. It’s more on the front radar of my brain. It’s definitely normal given the circumstances and who it was that has “gone on” in my world. I came to this realization that I really don’t want to die. I know that sounds silly. I know we all will die unless we are on earth upon Jesus’s return. I know all the truth of scripture and the promises that await. I think deep down somewhere I think “this” is better in some way. My inner man knows that’s absurd but my flesh tries to hold on to control in this world. The tension Apostle Paul had on this matter is what we all should hold but most times I don’t.
I don't want to die
I don't want to die
I don't want to die
I have been surrounded by death more than usual the last couple of years. It’s more on the front radar of my brain. It’s definitely normal given the circumstances and who it was that has “gone on” in my world. I came to this realization that I really don’t want to die. I know that sounds silly. I know we all will die unless we are on earth upon Jesus’s return. I know all the truth of scripture and the promises that await. I think deep down somewhere I think “this” is better in some way. My inner man knows that’s absurd but my flesh tries to hold on to control in this world. The tension Apostle Paul had on this matter is what we all should hold but most times I don’t.